Sam Tsui's new song : 

START AGAIN<3

Lyrics:
(Verse 1)
Baby it breaks my heart
that you don't smile anymore
I'm dying to help you heal
but you won't unlock your door
You say it takes time,
but you don't have to spend it alone
You're stuck in a memory
that you're desperate to rewind
You're too busy looking back
cause' you won't make another try
Now your trust is gone
But you won't find it again on your own
(Chorus)
So don't go telling me it's too late to start
You're still holding a broken heart
But if you let me in
Maybe you can start again
And don't go telling me there's no second chance
You'll understand when you' take my hand
Baby let me in
I promise we will start again
(Verse 2)
I'm trying to get to you
So I make these promises
I swear they're unbreakable
But you're still just hearing his
He won't let you go
Til you decide that you want to be free
You're haunted by yesterday
And you're still sore from the fond
All you need is to whitewash these old walls
We'll paint something new
If you let yourself listen to me
(Chorus)
So don't go telling me it's too late to start
You're still holding a broken heart
But if you let me in
Maybe you can start again
And don't go telling me there's no second chance
You'll understand when you' take my hand
Baby let me in
I promise we will start again
(Bridge)
Don't give up yet
I won't let you close the curtain too soon
We can't be sad
If you take the leave and let me show you
You just gotta make the choice (Yeah)
We love we lose
And you think the best defense is distance
Tune the words out

Put it all on mute so you can't listen
But there's no way out of here, just follow my voice....
(Chorus)
So don't go telling me it's too late to start
You're still holding a broken heart
But if you let me in... Yeah...
So don't go telling me it's too late to start
You're still holding a broken heart (a broken heart)
But if you let me in (let me in)
Baby you can start again (Baby you can start again)
 
And don't go telling me there's no second chance
You'll understand (You'll understand) when you' take my hand (take my hand)
Baby let me in
I promise we will start again (I promise we will start again)
So don't go telling me it's too late to start
You're still holding a broken heart
But if you let me in
Baby you can start again

*****

Anyway i guess i gotta learn to start again..

I can't stay like this forever..

I'll try my best to move on..

Don't worry, I won't forget you and those wonderful memories..

I will still keep in touch.. 

<3

Had a wonderful time today.. Thank you ~

It's hard to leave the past behind and to move on with life~
I just can't seem to forget those wonderful times and memories
I can't let go..
I don't want to..

and that's why I cannot move on..

I'm brooding over the past
And I can never enjoy college life if I don't learn to fit in...


I want to dwell in the past and stay 17 forever...


PS. Sorry for the emo-ing.. =X

Hey!!!
I’m back to blogging again..
I’m now in college = MCKL
And life SUCKS.. (I’m being myself here in my blog, so forgive me for expressing myself aloud)
I envy others who’d SEEMED like they’ve already fitted in.. And also those who love this life..

Awh.. I feel so “school-sick”..
I never knew how important High School friends can be
And how fun they were.. UNTIL I entered college..

Recently, I’ve been emo-ing and yeah (crying myself to sleep)
Hate to admit that..

SPM is ALMOST over.....
The worst has passed
I had been super stressed out,
Every day I pushed my brain cells to work at their maximum rate
It was pure torture.. I really could stand it!!

It seemed like I was sentenced to prison for a thousand years
And I couldn't wait for the punishment to end.
It was purely mental torture..
A bit of physical torture too
because I had sleepless nights due to worry an anxiety.

Studying the whole thick SUCCESS book in 2 days
(for BIO, Chem, Phy)
Imagine not stopping at all
because I was worrried I couldn't finish the syllabus
MY worst was BIOLOGY because I wasn't really prepared for it..
(I hadn't a good teacher to motivate me)
LOLZ!! * shouldn't blame anyone..*

BUT
all in all..
MY CONCLUSION is..........
SPM is just a part of life
and during that part you'd have to suffer
it is inevitable
It prepares you for further pain and hardships that are coming in the future..
JUST HANG ON TIGHT!!!
YOU WILL MAKE IT!!!

I now start to miss high school...
8th December is the last day I'll meet any of my 5 SCIENCE 1 classmates in uniform..
Haih..
I'd also start to miss rushing out from my house to go for tuition..
Missing the tuition friends and the constant reminder from Mr. Wong not to go late..
This will all be beautiful memories that I can keep...
Life has to go on..

Yess... I miss you !!

THANKS A MILLION TO EVERYONE of you who remembered my 17th birthday!!

You've made it so memorable to me!!!!!
Every single one of your thoughts count =)

Esp..
1. CZ members
2. YPFers
3. Family
4. Schoolmates
5. Zhi Lin (thx for the cute pressie!!)
6. EVeRyone else...











So sad.. I think you didn't know about this news...
Nevermind.. I still got to meet you!! ♥

Lethargic..
Tired..
Sleepy..
Lacking energy...
Draggy..
Lifeless..
Dead..

yeah... I'm feeling like that the past month..
Having not enough sleep
I don't have insomnia but I just can't get into bed till 12 to 2am..
LOLZ
Have to kick this bad habit..
I keep dawdling the past month and my work load pile is stacking up

T.T

HELP!!!


Celebrated Miss Moey's birthday on Friday (6th August)
then.. My bro's 21st birthday was celebrated on Sunday (8th August)
Lastly... Miss Lai's birthday (EA BIO tcher) on Thursday (12th August)

Planning parties is A PLEASURE for me !! >.<

I've been planning how many parties???
So far for this year... I think it's SIX!!! lolz ~


HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUGUST BABIES!!!

*phew* exams are finally over..
I can get back on my little projects..

This whole one week of exams was very tedious >.<
Sleep late.. wake up early to study ~

GLAD IT's OVER!!

Yeah so now I'm:
1. Ordering Pizza Hut online (it's MUCH cheaper)

2. Buying curry puffs etc..

3. Calling here and there..

4. Buying drinks

5. Buying a big BIRTHDAY CARD

and PLANNING......................


FOR..

MISS MOEY'S BIRTHDAY!!! ^.^

(Thanks for willingly teaching me BK without a price)




Er..
A bit paiseh lor..
Yesterday ~
Mr. Wong asked me to give him a letter that I was supposed to type.
(He told me about it on Sunday and asked me to do it ASAP)
But until Thursday also I didn't do.. *haha*

 WHY LER???

Exams mah.. I "VERY BUSY" lohs!! >.<
(lame excuse)
So sorry ~~

PICS FROM AUSTRALIA..

>.< took so long to update *haha*

PICTURES FROM REDANG

♥  (^.^) me . n . you 

School's DEAD boring.... AGREE??

Yeah..
 The main reason why I attend school now is to chat with friends and buy time..
Teachers in school mostly are VERY HARDWORKING *not*..
There is a minority who does their work properly but then... It doesn't matter..

I'm attending tuition classes erm... almost EVERY DAY..
SUN, MON, TUE, WED, THU, FRI, SAT...
LOLZ

Yeah so there is no reason for me to attend school anymore..
Especially when exams are up... BECAUSE I don't have to buy time anymore..

CONCLUSION: 

I SKIPPED SCHOOL TODAY!!! =)

(Putting my words into action ) ~

Rushing to study... Exams up next week
7 days = about 50 hours left to study minus off sleep, food, etc..

Omgoodness!!!

When you're happy... I am too ~ 

Yes... And I'm happy now =)

Decisions... DECISIONS.. DECISIONS!!

They are quite easy to make BUT hard to keep to..

BEATRIX!!!! Wake up >.<

STOP dreaming!!! T.T

Your time is up.... WAKE UP!!!!!!  

PS. Keep to your promises and make your decisions valid!!

UPDATES FROM REDANG ISLAND!!! WHEEEE..
A picture speaks a thousand words.. (so I don't have to say anything >.<)

WHEE... NICE RIGHT??

All of us in EA t-shirt ^.^

SEMANGAT EA..

Hope all things goes back to normal by next week..

AND we all can be HAPPY LIKE THIS AGAIN!!

I'd always believe there is HOPE!!

No matter what happens HOPE will be there!!

No matter how tough and impossible the situation seems..

H ♥ PE is always there..

Just never give up..

I almost gave up on the intensive class thingy..
I tried so many things..

1. creating a new system..
2. debating about it with SUPPORTIVE friends.. (U all have GREAT IDEAS)
3. wasting my saliva to explain it to people
4. typing out the proposal
5. coming up with an apology letter
6. getting signatures from ALL students
7. calling here n there.. (pujuk teacher laa...)
8. RE-improve some parts that Mr. Wong didn't agree
9. and etc..

Today.. I am really, REALLY relieved by the words of the assistant..

THANK YOU JIE JIE FOR HELPING US OUT!!


ALL the FORM 5's ♥ YOU!!!

ON SUNDAY (3rd of July)

After coming back from Genting..

I went straight to Add Maths class..

I was about 15 minutes late *typical me*

It was very scary.. The atmosphere in that class..

Everyone was speechless.. >.<

Mr. Wong was in his bad mood..

He entered class and didn't even say a word but kept copying stuff on the whiteboard.

So unlike him..

He wanted people to take up the initiative to help him

with the class arrangements so that the number of students in each class will be balanced.

*Last week's Chemistry class was a mess.. 

Thurs had too little people and Saturday too many..

this was due to the "test" that he gave us and miss-communications*

Yesterday.. Monday (5th July 2010)

I was quite angry with Mr. Wong..

We did so much for him but he still decided to cancel our intensive classes..

From teachers' day celebration to birthday celebration.. What else does he wants??

When I handed in my Chemistry test paper to him

Guess what he said?

"I don't want to mark it lah.. you take it back"  and then walks off to entertain Form 4..

*OUCH*

LOLZ!

Today.. Tuesday (6th July 2010) 

We had a discussion in class and we came out with this new SYSTEM of having class representatives for each class..

 I wrote the proposal down and typed it out for Mr. Wong *as he demanded/ wanted*

Then, I tried to get to tuition 30 minutes earlier but.. OBV can't larrrr...

my dad hasn't finished his dinner..

(sorry to disappoint those who were waiting anxiously for me)

Yeah so when I reached.. I was only 5 minutes early..   

*no use lorr.. Have to attend class already*

Sin Yee, Zhi Lin and Jiunn Hui.... 10000x SORRY for making you all wait!!!

You ppl are real dedicated!!! ^.^

So.. I just passed the proposal that I printed out to Mr. Wong..

*phew* he accepted it..

After physics lesson was over..

I went to pay fees to him and he said..

Everything is FINE..

EXCEPT...

 This Sentence:

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  If you SUDDENLY turn up without informing the class representative, 
  then you attendance will NOT be taken!
     
  He ONLY doesn't agree with this.. 
  He doesn't want anyone to SUDDENLY turn up..
  What can we, STUDENTS, do about this???
  All I can think off is to sign an agreement.. 
  (All students sign a letter to say that they won't SUDDENLY TURN UP)
  
  
  
  
  ANY OTHER SUGGESTIONS????!!!!

Back from Redang..
uPdat3 later...
oFF to GentinG weeheee................................